I hope by now, my readers know I go in for a breast reduction surgery tomorrow afternoon. I am seriously freaking out! I have been nervous since I found out I was going to get it even though I had worked on getting the medical documentation for over 2 years to get it approved by insurance.
Its as if the reality is setting in. Tomorrow, my life will change in a big way. I have been told the relief from back and neck pain is almost immediate, my breathing will be better and I will be so happy I did this. I have to admit, though, as much as I am tired of being defined by my bust size, I will maybe miss them as well. It is certinally bittersweet.
I just hope the pain is not intolerable afterwords. I am a big nanny boo boo baby when it comes to pain. I am more worried about the pain after the liposuction than the other for some reason. I will be getting liposuction in my underarm area to removed excess breast fat there.
Is it silly that I am worried about being under anesthesia for 4 hours? The surgery is approximately that long and it just worries me being under that long. I am a person who has a hard time letting go. It’s not that I am a control freak, but I just don’t like having my life hanging on by someone else.
All in all, I am excited to start this new life. I will be making a video tomorrow right before I head out to go to the hospital. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers!