Jesus, Help me have a joyful spirit!

Sometimes I find myself just grumpy for no reason. I am cruel to those that I love, I am cantankerous and hard to live with. I even can’t stand to be myself at those times so I am not sure how my husband and kiddo can stand me.

The weirdest thing about these times is that I KNOW I am doing it, I know I am being difficult and grumpy and yet, I can’t seem to snap myself out of it.

Again, I think it comes back to my own sinful nature. I need to learn to give this battle of the grouchies over to the Holy Spirit that dwells inside of me. I don’t know why, after so many years as a Christian, I have such a hard time giving total control to God the Father and the Holy Spirit. It seems so simple in writing and saying it, but for some reason, in practice it is much harder.

The Bible Says,

Galatians 5:22-23
Walk by the Spirit

22 But a the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 1 gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law.

So if the Holy Spirit is in me, I should try to at all times reflect the being that is the Holy Spirit. If I ask for help and self control, the Holy Spirit will grant it to me for it is he who dwells in me.

Grumpy toad.
Photo Via Flickr by belgianchocolate

Do you struggle with times where you just want to crawl out of your own skin because your mood is so bad? What do you do to get out of it?

Who knew that being green was being Christian?

Today I have another guest post from my bloggy friend at Momma Does It All. She offers some great perspective on being green and what it has to do with being a Christian. Enjoy!

Admittedly, I have been late to the party as far as green living is concerned. I drive an SUV. I don’t recycle much. I buy bottled water. My groceries are packed in plastic bags and I throw a fair number of them away. I don’t pay much attention to the amount of waste created by me or my family. For some reason, the whole green living thing hit me the wrong way and I’ve just not embraced it. That started to change for me a few Sundays ago.

A few Sundays ago, I was sitting in our church listening to our pastor’s sermon ready and waiting for the wisdom she would share that week. Her sermons in April focused on the earth and God’s creation. Early in the month she had talked about the beauty of God’s creation and encouraged us all to pause during the week to admire the beauty that we find all around us. It was a great sermon and she even asked us all to email her pictures of the beauty we saw during the week. Those pictures were run in a slide show before, during and after the service the following week and there were some amazing photos shared. The sermons both weeks were great and I enjoyed them, but it was the next sermon that got my attention. It was her sermons the following two weeks that truly got my attention. It created that little bit of discomfort in myself that makes me think about my own thoughts and actions.

If you refer to Genesis 1:1-26, you will note that Man was created last. We were created after the vegetation, the rivers and the animals. In Genesis 1:29-30, God gives these instructions to Man

Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds in the sky and all the creatures that move along the ground - everything that has the breath of life in it - I give every green plant for food.” And it was so.

As a person who is new to the Bible, I have spent more time in the New Testament than in the Old Testament. The verses above showed me that God had a purpose in mind for all that he created. God gave us the Earth to provide for us and for all that he created. In Genesis 2:15, it’s presented a slightly different way:

The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it.

As a Christian, I often focus on living my life in such a way as to be closer to God. I attend church services every Sunday, go to Bible Study and I am active in our church. Our family tithes and we try to live our lives in line with God’s teachings. Well, I thought we did until I heard our pastor’s sermons in April. After that, I began to question my attitude about green living. Here I am, trying to be a good Christian and all the while, I am paying very little attention to the planet that God created for us. I’ve taken it for granted and honestly, forgotten that it is God’s creation for us. Now that I have been reminded, I have to change my thoughts and my actions. By not recycling where I can, not paying attention to the waste our family creates and not looking for ways to live a more green lifestyle, I am not respecting the beautiful gift that God gave to us. Who knew that being green was being Christian?

Cyndy is an East Coaster turned Texan who lives outside of Dallas with her family. You can find her at Mama Does It All where she blogs about her faith, living frugally, her faith, and whatever other random thoughts hit her radar.

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Worry ~ What does God say about it?

Eternal Youth
Picture via Flickr by Jan Tik

I am what some people refer to as a ‘worry wart’. I deal with a lot of anxiety and stress. Its terrible to get in a cycle of worrying. For me, at least, the worry just builds upon itself until I have myself in a tizzy.

The ‘what ifs’ just wear me out.

I have a hard time remembering to turn to God in my times of worry and stress even though he tells not only to, but delights in my trust when I tell him.

In Philippians 4:6; we are commanded, “Do not be anxious [do not worry] about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.”

Its amazing to realize that God not only wants us to lean on him in times of distress, but he does so because he genuinely loves us and cares! The God of the universe cares about my little worries!

Its important to remember that there is not worry that is too small or big for him! In 1 Thessalonians 5:17 we are instructed to Pray without ceasing. God wants to hear our thoughts, feelings, worries and anxieties. He wants us to trust him. He wants us to continue to ask him for our desires and needs.

Jesus even tells us that we are not to worry. Jesus said, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30).

I need to now work on trusting God with my whole heart. Its a sad realization when I figure out that if I am afraid to give God my worries, I have not given him my whole heart. It is a lifelong process, I think.

In love,

Chrissie